Oh goodness, results are out NOW.

Too fast, waaay too fast.

I refuse to check until tomorrow morning. If I want them now, I will have to request and wait for an e-mail and all those mafan things. I'll just sit and wait till tomorrow morning when they appear on the student portal.

Urgh.. 

The entire day I've been reliving exam nightmares. Thinking about this question and that question that I didn't manage to answer, certain they will be a difference between pass and fail.

The plan is to leave the house tomorrow morning before results are officially out, and drag myself down to sets and props workshop before checking.

I'm sure if I don't do that, I'll be hiding in a hole feeling like crap the entire day, in turn never making it down to workshop. Unless I miraculously manage to do well. 

Fat chance.

I'm extremely worried about Physics. No jokes, I really have no idea if I can pass it. In fact, if they don't scale our marks, I'm certain I've failed the exam. I'm just hoping my pracs and assignments will pull me back up to a pass overall. 

I can't assure myself with my prac marks cause, well, my lab book is still sitting somewhere in the Physics Lab waiting to be collected =.=" I have no idea how I went in the last 2 pracs. 

Yes, lab work is assumed knowledge in exams and no, I did not review my lab material AT ALL during revision.

Too late for regrets now. 

I will just cross my fingers and hope for the best.

Hello world!

Guess I didn't post about it before, but the last 4 days, I was away in prison CMG's pre-production camp. Don't ask me where we went, cause even after spending 4 days there, I have no idea where I went.

Well, according to the cover of the camp's program, we were at Kyneton. All I can tell you is that it's an hour away from Melbourne city by bus. That's about it. 

Oh yah, and it's ulu enough to not have phone signal. There were a few spots that had signal, so each time you send a msg or make a call, you have to walk all the way to those spots. 

Don't ask me why I went along either, especially since I knew just about nobody. Yes, the first few days were awkward. I won't say I feel any more comfortable around them after 4 days, but... 

I guess I'll have to in the coming months since we'll all be seeing a lot of each other during production.

It's like the first day of form 1 all over again. But form 1 was easily the best year of my schooling life, so we'll just keep our fingers crossed.

Tomorrow our sets and props workshop will be starting. I'll probably be in uni 6 days a week. Hopefully it will be fun. But from what I've managed to observe, I'm quite sure we have a good leader. 

If everyone bothers to be friendly, it seriously will be tons of fun. But if everyone decides they want to be cliquey, life for the next 2 weeks is going to SUCK for me. Big time. Let's see how it all works out. 

Yeah, that was pretty much what I was doing the whole camp, observing people. By the end of camp, I was so conversation deprived that I couldn't stop talking. Chong was the lucky sufferer.

Well, at least until I fell asleep on her couch. 

For the 4 days I was at camp, the only thing I drank was Milo. Water tasted too icky and I just couldn't drink it without wanting to puke. Not surprisingly, I now have a sore throat.

In fact, almost half of us ended with a sore throat on the last day. Fantastic no?

Someone in my group fell sick on the second day. I donated all my panadol to him, in hope that he'll get well before he passes the bug to anyone of us, at the same time secretly hoping it's not the swiny flu. 

Alas, he was still sick when we got back. So if it is the swiny flu, the 7 of us who hung out with him majority of the time are screwed. Though I highly doubt it is. 

All in all, camp was ok fun at times. Truth be told, it would have been super duper fun if I actually went with people I knew. Yeah, I don't make friends easily. Translation: I'm antisocial that way.

Sorry, no photos. The whole time, I only managed to take 2 photos on my camera :P I just thought it was weird to take pictures with people I don't know that well.

Anyway, I should go off and get ready for tomorrow since I need to be at Uni by 10. That's as early as going for bio/chem labs.. urgh!

I think I forgot to announce my new found freedom :)

Which btw, I gained 2 days ago!!! 

I've been busy celebrating my release from study-jail so yeah, no celebratory posts.

Anyway, I'm just glad it's all over now. Heck cares if it's a fail or past. In all honestly I'm prepared to fail Physics, so even if I do, I don't think it'll come as too big a blow. But then again, let's not worry about that until results come out.

SAIL was good fun for the past 2 weeks I must say. Or maybe cause it was one of the first few places I went after exams, so well, anything has to be more fun than being trapped at home studying..

This week nothing productive was done, which I didn't mind at all, since I wasn't in the mood for work any more than the kid himself. The whole session was spent making 2 birthday cards for our 2 coordinators and secretly getting everyone to sign it. Amazing how both of them have their birthdays less than a week apart from each other!

It was the funniest thing when the kid suggested we play a prank on both of them, and I was to be his 'assistant'. We did managed to fool them, but I ended up playing no role in it cause I was laughing too hard to be functional.

After that it was off to lunch with the Chong. Chong bumped into Berlina while waiting for me, and Berlina bumped into Chong while waiting for Hanna, so we all ended up having lunch together.

Purchase of the day was PINOCCHIO!!! I have always wanted to watch it again, but never had the chance to go hunt for it. You have no idea how important pinocchio is.

It's been more than 10 years since I last watched it, and when I finally did again yesterday, it was just like yesterday. Everything started coming back to me. Yup, that was how much we watched it when we were young.

Those days, we had Pinocchio on those big giant LDs. Wonder where that disc is now.. it was MASSIVE.

But dude, I <3 Pinocchio.

Went to bridge road with Seb today, because we are that free. Everything we do now is "because we can", instead of because we want to. Haven't had that kind of freedom in a while, and I'm taking advantage of every single bit of it.

Bridge Rd was boring. Whole place was more like gangster town than anything, so after a while, we decided to head back to the city and to DFO. Nothing interesting, but at least it was a decent place.

Now bring on my 5 weeks of freedom. This folks, is where Uni beats high school flat, HOLIDAYS!!!

Whatever it is, I'm going to spend my entire holiday lazing around. 

Because I can!

R.I.P.

sigh... the apple guy pronounced it DEAD yesterday :( 

YEAAAH!

Survived all my science exams!

Last few days were pure torture, I'm just so, so, sooo glad it's over. 

I have a week between now and my accounts exam.

I'm just going to go and crash now, have never felt this tired in a long long while.

In case you're wondering, no, I did not enjoy sitting for 3 science papers all of which started at 9.15a.m. for 3 consecutive days. 

Sleep it is now. Don't even attempt to wake me up, it's not going to work.